Time ago i made a blog to share many things with you, trying to have our space to be together, i dont know why it didnt work..
Today we have 7 months since we know each other. I want to be honest, i feel really hurted today … How can i say you «i love you i hope to have many months forever» and you only say thanks??!. I dont know what happens with you now, you are not the girl i used to love, but i decided to post here to dont tell you this and become all a discuss again.. i hope you can realize am giving you my best and you are not doing the same, it make me feel not angry, just sad.. I prepared many things to share with you, but seems you dont care about it.
Video calls: two failed, if you think am sleeping you know you can talk to me to make sure!!, sometimes i think you dont care about spend your time with me or no and am just stupid.
The idea about to have blog will be like a diary, i hope one day you can read it and give me your opinion.
Ok, to be honest i feel upset, so maybe type this and dont tell you is a better idea for now.
See you ZJ
Am still Fighting.. and you? 